11/23/2007

"...because truly being here is so much; because everything here apparently needs us, this fleeting world, which in some strange way keeps calling to us. Us, the most fleeting of all."
- The Ninth Duino Elegy, Rainer Maria Rilke, translated by Stephen Mitchell

Horrible day. Highlights though, gym was good and in very tiny baby steps, singing lesson are gradually (finally) moving forward. I need to figure out where I am, and find a way to get to the place everyone seems to think I'm in, actually learn to be that person people seem to see. Expectations? I thought I'd figure out why I was given the job I've been given when I started, but I haven't yet. Because in the past week, all I've learnt is that anyone else in the school would be so much better, simply because they wouldn't have to try as hard to do a good job.

Highlights this week? I got started on a new wall on the other side of my room and am thinking of changing the old one. New start mah! Haha. Ate kettle chips! And sang Second Star to the Right in the lesson yesterday, woooh! Y7-ing has been a controversial issue this week, but stayed after school yesterday and talked to a couple of them, and we've become friends! Haha. That's good. Also, I sort of figured out something about someone, and I'm kind of worried, but it's a highlight, because that means maybe she can move forward.

Come online people, I miss you. 8 hour time differences suck.

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